Excerpt from the book: Mindscaper Manifesto, Rewriting Your Reality. - By Willow Green
*Chapter 19: Alone at Last*
"My entire senior year, I blamed myself and tried to earn Scotts’ trust, love and attention back. We would drink, he would make-out with me and then the next day tell me what a whore and a slut I was. I kept going back, somehow believing I deserved this abuse.
Every man I have dated since has been a version of Scott. I was attracting abusive men believing I somehow deserved it. This was not conscious. I was so stuck in the victim mode. I was stuck in the prove-myself mode. That year is when I started using drugs and having suicidal thoughts. I had been stuck in that cycle ever since. I even married a man who put me in the hospital. I was in so deep I had no idea. It was so clear to me now.
.…I was guided to Chris Bale. I heard his voice, watched his videos and read the testimonials. I needed to release the energy. I needed to release the pain from my body, from my cells. I requested a session.
Chris was booked until after my mom returned. This wasn’t going to work for me. I gave him my timeline and explained that I only had a short window. I thanked the universe for guiding me to him and asked that if this is what will help me, then please make it happen. I let it go.
A few days later, he had a cancellation and was able to meet with me the day I was breaking my fast. Thank you Universe!
The session was exactly what I needed - Chris held space with so much love and compassion. I cried, I screamed, I released so much pain that I had stuffed. I released years of trauma from the cellular level and he refilled me with love.
He showed me how it felt to have a man love you when you’re hurting. The experience gave me a new model of what loving support feels like. And I ended with full-body orgasms to seal the deal. Talk about a powerful release and refill. Out with the old and in with a bang!
I was weak for a couple more days. I nourished and loved myself as my body re-calibrated. I embraced the silence. I journaled. I listened. I normalised my new way of being. The calmness was so strange at first. I didn’t know it existed the way I was experiencing it. I thought I was there already.
I no longer had any needs. I had nothing to prove, nothing to hide. I appreciated everything so much and for the first time I really was just in a state of peace and bliss beyond anything I had experienced before. It’s hard to describe, maybe like cloud 9, only better. I felt whole for the first time.
And then the flow set in. The inspiration hit and my book just started spewing out of me. I was writing and channeling like crazy. Again, exactly what I asked for.
Chris Bale models how a man really can love a woman. He models how to hear, see, allow, and initiate a woman to feel. To honour herself. His teachings and mentorship of men is opening up space for healthy communication, love and so much more.
He is a gift to women. He is a shining light, generating healing around the planet. When you ask the universe for help, do you listen for the answers?…”
- Thank you Willow, for sharing your experience in your upcoming book. I am deeply grateful for you, and your courage in setting yourself free. Much love, Chris.
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